Who Am I Truly?

This blog is who I am. The real me underneath the smile. The laugh. The energetic caring. This is me. Who I am. The rough tears and raw anguish, pain, terror. I am alone. Shredded. Glued back together by my will to survive. I am a fighter. I will not let them get me down. I will hold my head up high and depend only on myself. Shred my heart. Damage my soul. But you will not defeat who I am. Believe what you want, think what you will, say what you please. You cannot get me down. I will set the world on fire with my world of aching flames locked inside my soul. The raw screams and pain. Screams of anger and loss. Betrayal and mistrust. Hate and fear. I am alone and so I will stay. You cannot get me down. I will tear you apart and you will regret the moment you were conceived. Wish you were never born. Because you can no longer hurt me. I am untouchable. Distant and cold. Silently hateful with every breath I take I am cold and detached. You cannot hurt me and you may very well Die trying.